Whats happened in the last 6 weeks

A lot has happened in the last 6 weeks that I am not sure what to do with my self. I was recently diagnosed with PTSD. I have been working on making it go away. Just go away. Not understand it or even want to discus why I have PTSD. Then I started this class and has to research a topic. I though that maybe PTSD would be great. The more I read into it the more I needed to understand where it came from. Then I realized I didn't have that much time to do a paper. I couldn't even make my mind up on the direction. Then I saw an article on depression and this was a first time that saw a direction that I wanted to take. This is the first time that I did not hear that depression was caused by war. I know I shouldn't of felt that way about PTSD but no one has written that PTSD is caused by anything other then War. They are the reason that the PTSD is so widely known now. But a traumatic even is what causes PTSD. Unless someone was to talk about it gets hard. Writing my paper on depression I am taking the action of medication do work and there are some out there that are for everyone and you can live on medication and counseling. But in the end you will be able to live a healthy life. Health is so important now a days. I am not saying that medication is for everyone but when sitting on the table at the doctors office, what is the first thing that happens. We think that we are going to put on medication. But is that so. Not always. if you have the right heath care provider they will listen to you. Talk to you about your options.
There are so many kinds of depression. Post pardon depression, Before and after pregnancy and if you lose a loved one. There is so many ways that we become depressed that we need to look at each as case as it own and not put everyone into a a categories with everyone else. The more I write about this the more I sound confused. But I am not... So I am going to end this. Thanks